158 pages as of 25 March.

New writer friend who lives next door to my parents since 2002. Wow...what a small world. And what perfect timing to get to know this guy. Dan Gookin. Awesome man. Did the Dummy books. Let me touch his first prints. Family is hilarious and cool. Anyway, networked with him to have connections to editors who know publishers and agents interested in my work. Good jumpstart. God planned ahead...since 2002, apparently. Didn't know I would be writing books then. ...Well. Now I know.

Deadline pushed: my own personal deadline to get things finished. Promised Romy. Still lives in my mind and heart. Had a dream about him last night. Seems my brain won't get over the fact he's gone, just like when Mima went away. They're still alive in my dreams. Hoping that means something, being able to communicate from Heaven, or the info my brain is trying to organized is so traumatic it can't face the truth. Either way...

...been over four months. Still hurts.

A lot.

Not getting over this one, God. Hope Your revenge is sweet because there's a reason why I'm not God...no one would be living.